10 - 1

Ten how’s:

1. How did you get one of your scars? 

I sat on a rock and the wave swept me away.. 
no prizes for guessing where the scar is :-/ 

2. How did you celebrate your last birthday?  

The best birthday ever.. 
All 5 of us at home, after some 10 years or so :) 

3. How are you feeling at this moment? 

Bored outta my skull 

4. How did your night go last night? 

Zzzzz

5. How did you do in high school? 

Bad and hopeless wouldn't describe it enough..
All i did was to excel in sports :p

6. How did you get the shirt you’re wearing? 

I stole if off the line

(i know, i do sinful things)

7. How often do you see your best friend(s)? 

Not as often as i would like too :(

8. How much money did you spend last month? 

Heh heh.. I don't want to scare myself..

9. How old do you want to be when you get married? 

27?

10. How old will you be at your next birthday? 

 dondy-phaive

Nine what’s:

1. Your mother's name? 

De goddess of Wealth.. $$$

2. What did you do last weekend? 

Erm.. Okay.. wait.. i must know th answer..

Saturday, was momies birthday and Sunday spent flying in to Batam and whining the lost weekend.

3. What is the most important part of your life?  

Being happy :)

4. What would you rather be doing? 

Roaming the world, 

5. What did you last cry over?  

Being alone ;(

6. What always makes you feel better when you’re upset? 

Talking, only when im ready too that is..

7. What’s the most important thing you look for in a significant other?  

I have all i want in him :)

8. What are you worried about? 

Stuff i cannot describe in words o-0

9. What did you have for breakfast? 

Mie rebus, Batam special

Eight Have you-s:

1. Have you ever liked someone who had a girlfriend/boyfriend?  

Nope,

2. Have you ever had your heartbroken? 

3rd degree heart fracture ;)

3. Have you ever been out of the country? 

I AM out of the country now.. sigh 

4. Have you ever done something outrageously dumb? 

There isn't a day when I don't

5. Have you ever been back stabbed by a friend?  

Cant remember, if i have been.

6. Have you ever had sex on the beach?  

The ones they serve in bars yea :p

7. Have you ever dated someone younger than you?  

LOL!! :P

8. Have you ever read an entire book in one day? 

Ive read 2 books in a day :)

(give me books and i wont bug you, ever) 

Seven who’s:

1. Who was the last person you saw? 

Erm.. Ibu Ida

2. Who was the last person you texted? 

errrrm.. okay.. errrrm.. i cant remember, will need to check the phone but im too lazy, so its okay

3. Who was the last person you hung out with?

Lifeless.. With my colleague :'(

4. Who was the last person to call you? 

Bii

5. Who did you last hug?  

Mommy :) at the airport

6. Who is the last person who texted you? 

Thiru :) a thank you and more nonsense just cuz it was his birthday! :p

7. Who was the last person you said “I love you” to?  

Bii

Six where’s:

1. Where does your best friend(s) live?

Bangalore, Pune, Klang

2. Where did you last go?  

To my Batam room, 

3. Where did you last hang out?  

Lifeless again. Endah Parade

4. Where do you go to school?  

SMK Sri Andalas :)

5. Where is your favorite place to be?  

Home and Bangalore :)

6. Where did you sleep last night?  

Batam Bed

Five do’s:

1. Do you think anyone likes you? 

Just try and resist!

2. Do you ever wish you were someone else? 

I am everything that one can possibly want to be!

(i'm extra vain today, i know) 

3. Do you know the muffin man?  

I know my Muffin ;)

4. Does the future scare you?  

I cant waaait for the next 2-3 years to roll pass.. 
I NEED to know a certain vital information!!!

 

5. Do your parents know about your blog?

Nope..

Four why’s:

1. Why are you best friends with your best friend?  

2 of them actually. We united against a 'force' we hated :P

2. Why did you get into Blogging?  

Jobless and heartbroken..Deadly combination.. hee hee

3. Why did your parents give you the name you have?  

My parents didn't name me.

4. Why are you doing this survey? '

Because i have nothing else to do  

(i have managed to dupe myself into believing so)

Three if’s:

1. If you could have one super power what would it be?  

Teleportation!

2. If you could go back in time and change one thing, would you?

I wouldnt want to screw up the image time machines have.. 

I may end up screwing up further and need another time machine to change it and th cycle will go one :p

3. If you were stranded on a deserted island and could bring 1 thing, what would you bring? 

A speed-boat with a full tank. I wouldn't be stranded anymore then :D

Two would-you-ever’s:

1. Would you ever get back together with any of your ex’s if they asked you?

I did..

2. Would you ever shave your head to save someone you love?  

Yes.

One last question:

1. Are you happy with your life right now?  

Yes, but i could be happier

(Im human after-all)

Silence

I stand by th window,
Watching life pass by,
In silence

I look out,
Searching for me,
In th crowd,

But all I see,
is my reflection,
On the window

I look out,
This time blank,
I don't search

This time,
I see a man,
And his child

I see love,
In its purest form,
Between them

I think,
of the man in my life,
Of me,
Of us.

I fear,
My child wouldn't have,
A dad like him

I fear,
I wouldn't have,
A husband like him

I fear,
I have a lover like him

Who is capable,
of making me feel,
A myriad of emotions.

All in silence.
The very silence I love to hate,
And hate to love

:-/

I know i shouldnt have.
Right from the very start

Now,
Im left with
Unease,
Unrest,

Jealousy,
Hatred

And im Unsure