Thursday, June 26, 2014

10 Day. :)

Been ages I wrote anything other than my thesis. Probably forcing th 10 day challenge would work :D [or not :( ] But the harm in  trying right? But Langkawi on Saturday- Monday first!!!! And Tuesday, Experimental work starts, again.. Prolly Thursday? :D Heheheh

Wednesday, April 9, 2014


Coracles racing on rivulets,
The worlds like that.
It scampers; darts along.

Our times are so,
Never stands eternal.
For memories nor colours.

Thursday, April 3, 2014

You Me You = Happiness

Life works in mysterious ways & that's the one thing that never changes (you know, like people say, change is the only thing that never changes, yeah, like that) Life, as they say, if filled with oddities (they don't say that? Okay.) And more often than not the reality is stranger than fiction. How else could you explain 3 girls from different parts of the world (Okay, i lied 2 from one part and one from the other part) bonding like sisters or even better, Best friends!  The 3 of us have no obligations (blood ties) to love each other, neither  the singular ownership reasons (Bf, husband, wife, etc) to love each other. Our characteristics are in contrast of each other as our Operating system is. Boyfriends may leave, husbands may divorce, but these girls? Im pretty damn sure, its going to take a life for one of us to leave.

But what makes this so damn bloody special is that we bonded (physically, and in an completely non-sexual manner) for a grand total of only 3 years and the love (touche) has now carried us on for 9 years ;)
Closer than sisters, thicker than robbers. These 2 rascals have a way of making things better & I know they'll always be around. They don't judge (oh hell, who am i kidding, we judge each other all the time , that doesn't change the way we love).

The SS is insanely intelligent, pretty damn sure of what she wants, secretly confused.
The SR thinks she knows what she wants & at the same damn time realizes she's fooling herself thinking she knows what she wants.
The RPc openly declares her confusion (although she does try and hide it, doesnt work RPc!) , she hates everyone, but loves the people close to her like a mother hen would :)

3 People so different, yet so similar in many ways. They don't have to explain feelings of ideas in details & more often than not, its a similar idea or view of the 3. I dont pray to god the love stays. Cuz, i know i dont have too (cheesy as fly!). I know the love (lau!) has no where else to go. And as the old saying (by us) goes, we belong together, like nose & whiteheads!

Much lau!

Monday, March 10, 2014

Whats real and whats not.

Some people live inside their heads,
only because whats inside is nicer,
the person in there is made up of unicorn piss and glitter rainbows.

And then sometimes you realize,
that imaginary person in your head,
isn't half as good in real.

Moments like that are heartbreaking,
outsiders will not understand why,
for it was only pretend, all along.

And those moments, although agonizing,
for even the safe haven, has been infiltrated,
is vital, for well being.

Reality can seem faker than dreams,
but accepting it for what it truly is,
will do a world of goodness.

Dear Self, its's okay,
now you can live in peace,
minus the what if's.

Thursday, February 13, 2014

Demented Mind

Not for love,
Not for Monies,
Not for you.

for Happiness
for Joy,
for anyone who can give me those

Are you the one?
I don't know.

Perhaps not?
You could leave.

or Perhaps yes?
Maybe I should leave.

For I love this Hunger,
Perhaps I never want
To be satiated.

Friday, January 24, 2014

the ghost off my back

Growing up,
Facing my fears,
Accepting the past,
and letting bygones be bygones.

These are some things,
That I never thought i'd have to grow up to.

Calculating every move,
Mulling every action,
Weighing options,
Pondering decisions.

These are some things,
That i do now.

To let the past go by,
To let memories slide by,
And Impossible as it is,
To live as though nothing happened.

These are some things,
That I will have to learn.

During those gloomy days,
Ive found my ray of light
In between tears,
I learnt of how strong i was,

These are some things,
That I am thankful of.

Even as the cloud of the past,
Hangs like a gloom over my head,
I can see an ecstatic me,

Knowing i have that the best of past,
Paving way for wonderful future i'm building myself .

and for that,
I'm grateful,
as i am who i am.