So well, i wrote a whole long post and didn't click save :(
These are reasons why i dont blog for long time. That heartbreak moment when you realise all your words were in vain.
But anyhoo, shanky is stronger that all of this.
I figured i'd write on this today, just cause.
What’s something your parents used to say to you as a child that you promised yourself you’d never say—but now you catch yourself saying all the time?
Its quite an emotional write to be honest. Ive never wanted children for 3 reasons.
1. Im selfish, i value my freedom more than i should, if i want kids.
2. They may turn out to be rotten apples
3. There were certain things/manner on which my parents brought me up that made me not want any of mine for the fear of repeating th same mistake.
That being said, my folks are lovely people, they've given me th freedom and confidence to do anything my heart wished for. They've given all of us, to their best capability, financial freedom. They have given us so much love and care over all these years.
If i had to choose one thing i thought never say but i find myself saying now, it probably would be 'i know'. As a child it killed so many conversations and i stopped trying to put my point across because they'd always say i know and make me seem silly. I catch myself saying it sometimes and i always end up feeling quite terrible afterwards. Its something i constantly have to work on and i hope i never make anyone feel th way th 8 year old me felt that one day.
Moving on to a much lighter note.
Ms.SS said behenc**d. That woman cracks me up